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Anonymous asked:
extrasad answered:
You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself
but you killed everyone else around you too.
this need to be on everyone’s blog
this makes me think..
God bless whoever wrote this.
im crying
I never usually reblog things like this.. but if it saves just one persons life… please take thime to read this even if you think there is no point in living. Please.
please please PLEASE reblog this
İhtiyacı olanların olduğunu düşündüm çeviriyom
Kendini öldürürsen ne olur?
Annen işten eve gelir ve bebeğini ölü bulur. Bağırır, çığlık atar seni sarsar uyandırmaya çalışır seni ama uyanmazsın. Çığlık atmaya, ağlamaya ve seni sarsmaya devam eder. Sonra baban annenin seslerine gelir koşarak. Konuşamaz bile. Çünkü o çok sevdiği, büyümesini izlediği çocuğu sonuza kadar gitmiştir artık. Ve en sonunda küçük kardeşin bu karmaşanın nerden geldiğini görmek için odana koşar ve seni ölü görür. Sevdiği, saydığı, gurur duyduğu, kendini güvende hissettiği, bir nevi kahramanı yoktur artık ve bir daha asla büyüyemiycektir, eskisi gibi gülemiycek. Çünkü bi yandan hep senin yokluğunun yol açtığı o garip hisle başa çıkmak zorunda kalıcak. Şimdiyse ailenden bir şeyler eksik. Birbirlerine bile zar zor bakıyolar artık çünkü her şey seni hatırlatıyor, çünkü sen artık yoksun ve bu gerçekten her şeyden çok acıtıyor. Ve sen annenin seni hiçbir zaman önemsemediğini düşünüyorsun çünkü sürekli meşguldü, sürekli bir şeyler yapması gerekiyordu, sana bağırıp çağırıyor ödevlerini yapman ve odanı toplaman için azarlayıp duruyordu. Sana seni seviyorum demeyi sürekli unutuyordu ama aslında seni kelimenin tam anlamıyla her şeyden çok seviyordu ve şu an bırak evden çıkmayı yatağından bile nadiren kalkıyor ve gittikçe zayıflıyor çünkü artık yemek yemek çok zor. Baban işi bıraktı ve artık uyumuyor çünkü ne zaman gözünü kapasa bebeğinin cesedi gözünün önüne geliyor ve ne kadar alkol alsa da gitmiyor. Okuldaki en yakın arkadaşın yerindeki boşluğu her gördüğünde midesindeki o rahatsızlığı hissediyor, anonsu duyduğundan beri. Kendini öldürdüğünden beri. Ve aniden dersin ortasında çığlık atmaya, ağlamaya başlıyor ve kimse rahatını bozmaya uğraşmıyor çünkü bir yandan ağlayarak senin o boş sırana bakmakla meşguller. En yakın arkadaşının şu anda tek isteği ona sarılman ve her şeyin düzeleceğini söylüyor olman, tıpkı eskiden yaptığın gibi. Ama bu sefer olmuyor çünkü artık yoksun ve her şey artık daha kötü ve ders notları gittikçe düşüyor, nadiren okula gidiyor ve sonu hastanede alıyor çünkü seni bi daha görmek istiyordu ve çok fazla hap içti. Sürekli kıyafetlerinle dalga geçen kızlar sürekli boğazlarında bi yumru hissediyorlar, artık birbirleriyle konuşmuyorlar veya yüzlerine bakmıyorlar, hepsi kendilerini daha az suçlu hissetmek içib terapiye gidiyor ama nafile. Ve sana okulda sürekli zor zamanlar geçirten öğretmenin sürekli boş duvarlara bakıyor ve birkaç gün sonra istifa ediyor. Ve sevgilin… Öldüğünü duyunca nefes alamiycak gibi oluyor. Hala sesini duymak için seni arıyor, facebooktan sana yazıyor ama asla geri dönüş alamıyor. Bir daha aşık olamıyor çünkü tanıştığı her kız ona seni hatırlatıyor. Seni hiçbir zaman atlatamayacak. Geceleri kendi kendine uyumak için ağlıyor. Kendine zarar veriyor çünkü seni kurtaramadı, seni koruyamadı ve bu yüzden bir daha asla seni kollarında tutamiycak veya seni gülerken göremiycek. Ve tanıdığın herkes. Ama herkes. Gerek hayatının büyük bir parçası gerekse koridorda karşılaştığın biri olsun. İçlerindeki o huzursuzlukla yaşiycaklar çünkü sen gittin, seni özlüyorlar e neden gittiğini bilmiyorlar ama suçlu onlar olmalılar. Seni durdurmalılardı. Sana seni sevdiklerini daha çok söylemeli, hissettirmelilerdi ama o his asla geçmiyor. Ve evet sen kendini öldürdün.
Ama aslında sen kendinle birlikte tanıdığın herkesi öldürdün.
Çok mükemmel bir yazı gerçekten herkes okumali
Okuduyunca intihar edesim geldi böyle mi olması gerekiyodu bunun kekfowkkclspc
Üsteki yoruma katılıyorum qşdlfmglg intiharı aklımdan geçirmedim değil bi anlığına
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Anonymous asked:
anizm ve türkanime ilk tercihlerim olurken bazen dizipub, dizilab gibi sitelerden izlediğim de oluyor, memnunum.
gizem ve aşkı bir arada tutarsak psikolojik kurgu ürünü ve benim en sevdiklerim arasına giren seishun buta yarou wa bunny girl senpai no yume wo minai animesini önerebilirim. tek solukta bitirdim..
romantik komedi olarak toradora,
aksiyon, gizem ve aşk olarak sword art online ve tokyo ghoul,
dedektifler, polisler, suçlular vs için sirius the jaeger, death note ve hero mask, (gerçi hero mask'ten pek haz etmedim gibi ama senin zevkini bilmiyorum sonuçta)
gerilim için another,
ağlamak istiyorsan anohana ve shigatsu wa kimi no uso,
ve son olarak biraz psikopatça şeyler istersen de deadman wonderland, mirai nikki ve monogatari.
böyle yani, başka bir şey istersen gelebilirsin.